BuiltWithNOF
2007

It started out like most others. I was walking near a group of buildings. I saw a woman in the distance. She saw me and yelled "There he is!" or something similar. If figured I would use the terrain to my advantage and sneak away. After a bit of travelling I encountered the police and they took me into custody. So far this is normal dream stuff except that I do not usually have trouble with the law in my dreams. At some point thereafter I was sitting in a building waiting to be charged or something. I knew that I had committed some crime against someone and that I was guilty. I also knew that when they searched my residence they would find an illegal handgun and that then I would be screwed. I was looking at the certainty of spending a number of years in prison.

Here's where it changes. Right at that time, everything became real to me. Normally in my dreams I do not remember them as being real. This time, suddenly I knew that I wasn't going to wake up and it wasn't going to be alright. It was so real that I didn't even try to pinch myself. Normally in a bad dream, I know that I will wake up and it will be alright. This time I was so into it that I knew it was real and nothing could change it. I was in a bad spot and this time it was real.

You know how sometimes a bad thing will happen and you find yourself desperately wishing it was a dream? I have been injured before, watching the blood flow and hoping I would wake up and find it was a dream. This dream was like that, except that I knew that it was real. I was going to prison. Think about that and you will feel a very strange feeling of dread. After a few more normal scenes, I woke up. I actually got up and looked for evidence that I could get rid of to prevent such a thing happening. That's how real it was.  Fortunately, my handguns (target guns) are legally registered and I have committed no crimes. I was extremely happy to wake up and find that it wasn't real!

I'm just going to make a few guesses now. I'm guessing that many of my dreams are that real but are normally screened by my outer ego. This time the OE let me remember a scene in totality. It's as if I was dreaming normally and then suddenly focused in on one spot with great detail. I have been playing with ideas based on information that I got from a certain spirit and perhaps this experience was
part of a an experiment. I just wish it had been more pleasant.  All the same, the shock may have helped me remember it so who can say?
 
 

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